Left Outside Alone | ** An Anonymous Journal **

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Left Outside Alone

Nothing has changed since my post on 5th May, 06 and on 6th May, 2006. I don't think I committed such a huge crime to be treated this way. You said I'm rude, I say, you are MEAN. Is it my fault that you can't take a surprise? Fuck you.

At first, it was painful, VERY. It's like losing a limb, worse than death. But gradually, I'm learning to let go. It's not easy but I learn to cope. I will survive, like I always do. I will rise above it all, eventually. After all, I've been deprived all my life. So what is another thing snatched away?

So what if you deprive me of your friendship?

Perhaps I had only imagined that you and I shared a special closeness. Perhaps I had only imagined that our friendship is strong enough to weather any turbulence. Perhaps our chemistry was all a farce. Ahhhaa silly me. Now I know, it's not too late, I suppose.

So, how long has it been? How much more time do you need? You've been cold since the F1 weekend, and stopped communication entirely since 17th April, 2006. Is it time to bury you in the corner of my heart?

Here's a song specially dedicated to you, Wanker!
Left Outside Alone - Anastacia

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay. I don't feel safe

I Don't Feel Safe Oohhh

Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breathe can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

I'll tell you
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay. I don't feel safe
I need to pray

Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There's not much more to say
But I hope you find a way

Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

I'll tell you
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray

oohhh ohhh Pray!

Heavenly father please save me (heavenly fathers Save me!)

oohhh oohhhh ohh

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

Oohhhhh ohhhh

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning Oh!
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need toooo praayy!

Related posts:
1.
Ladies' Affair 2006
2.
Circle of Trust

2 comments:

_butt said...

Hey I loved that song too.

Btw, would kindly note that you've been tagged.. for the fun of it. Very short wan.. hope you don't mind. ^^

_butt said...

Oh dear.. perhaps it's not a good time. I'm sorry..

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