Going into four and a half months since Snoopy became invalid, I continue to wonder if we had made the right decision. Of course, if I was the one to decide, I would still keep him although at times I would question if this is the right thing to do. Sometimes he would make me so angry that I just wish I had given him the mercy killing but I know that deep down, I would not be able to justify why I should since he is not deteriorating further.
4.5 months is certainly a long time, a long time to care for him, a long time to stay off work, a long time to halt life just so that I could provide him with the care and support he needs at this point. These past few days, Snoopy has been crying loud and hard occasionally as if he is in pain and once again, I question if this is what we should subject him to.
I could say this is all God's will but it is in our hands to put this to an end. Should we? Could we?
4.5 months is certainly a long time, a long time to care for him, a long time to stay off work, a long time to halt life just so that I could provide him with the care and support he needs at this point. These past few days, Snoopy has been crying loud and hard occasionally as if he is in pain and once again, I question if this is what we should subject him to.
I could say this is all God's will but it is in our hands to put this to an end. Should we? Could we?
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