Taking A Step Backwards To Move Two Steps Forward | ** An Anonymous Journal **

Monday, October 13, 2008

Taking A Step Backwards To Move Two Steps Forward

Recently, I have spent some time thinking about my future. I feel like I am in a rut. Well, I feel like this once in awhile and I feel the need to do something about it but right now, I am not willing to make any changes. Perhaps in about a year or two when Snoopy is no longer with me.

I think that it's time for me to migrate, probably to the United States. Although they are facing a serious recession right now, in a year or two, they should have recovered and that would be a good time to go. I may end up as an illegal there, though I would hate to be an illegal anywhere but sometimes, one needs to take a step backwards to be able to move two steps forward.

I have nothing to hold me back once Snoopy is no longer around. One more month and he will be entering his 15th year and I can't expect him to be around forever, much as I love him and I would have to think of my future too.

My family doesn't need me around. They just need my money and the longer I stick around here, the more stifled I feel and am unable to grow. I may even earn less than what I am currently earning if I were to leave the nest and personal expenses would rise but I don't see a future here so I would probably take the leap and jump (aeroplane) unless my sister could sponsor me. Well, let's just see what happens in a year or two.

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