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Saturday, September 06, 2008

Work Hard, Work Harder

I am pretty pissed off at myself, you know. I started this month on the wrong footing and in the process lost out on almost Rm300. This amount means a great deal to me and surely adds up to my monthly total but what to do? I don't know why my luck has been so shitty since Dino died. What happened to me? Why have I lost the motivation to work? When can I get out of this stupor?

I feel so sleepy and it was sleep that cost me my earnings. I only have myself to blame. I really hope that I could once again be motivated, sleep less and work harder than ever before. I need the money and I can't depend on anyone to help me with my work.

These past few days, I have changed my schedule slightly. Hope to see some improvements but I am not sure if it will be better. It was because of the change that I lost the opportunity to earn that RM300. I hope things will work out fine going into the month. Otherwise, I think that I will switch back to my old schedule. Wish me luck.

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