My friend, Warren, told me to not think about Dino at all. Is that possible? I have raised him since he and Snoopy were three weeks old only and Dino lived till he was 13.5 years old. That's such a long time together and we never separated even for one night.
Warren says that it was not good that I think so much of him till I even dreamt of him. I thought that dreaming of him was a sign of him telling me that he is fine now. He may be free from his physical body, free from pain and suffering; still he is fine.
But one thing is that sometimes I would still think that Dino is with me. I would look out for him, look behind me where he usually slept while I work, or hear his breathing to see if he is well.
HHmmm all of that are no longer happening yet I still do it. It could be out of sheer habit but I miss him so much.
I need as much work as possible to keep me on my toes and so occupied that I don't even have time to shit. SIGH!
Warren says that it was not good that I think so much of him till I even dreamt of him. I thought that dreaming of him was a sign of him telling me that he is fine now. He may be free from his physical body, free from pain and suffering; still he is fine.
But one thing is that sometimes I would still think that Dino is with me. I would look out for him, look behind me where he usually slept while I work, or hear his breathing to see if he is well.
HHmmm all of that are no longer happening yet I still do it. It could be out of sheer habit but I miss him so much.
I need as much work as possible to keep me on my toes and so occupied that I don't even have time to shit. SIGH!
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