Actually, I haven't slept well at night for the longest time. That's because when Dino was small, he used to have fits in the middle of the night and through the years, I conditioned myself to wake up at the slightest noise.
Now he is no longer here, I don't hear any small noises anymore. In fact, three alarm clocks and two mobile devices could not even wake me up. I think that I am mentally so tired from taking care of him but because I love him, I never felt it. Also, I had to work at ungodly hours which seemed so easy to stay up when he was around.
Without him, the environment is just too quiet and it gets so tough to sit around and work when the whole household is sleeping too!
I hope that I can be back in the groove next month. I have slacked this month because I just don't have the mood to work but then life still goes on and the living keeps living. We still need the dough to survive and I wouldn't get that dough if I do not work. SIGH!
Now he is no longer here, I don't hear any small noises anymore. In fact, three alarm clocks and two mobile devices could not even wake me up. I think that I am mentally so tired from taking care of him but because I love him, I never felt it. Also, I had to work at ungodly hours which seemed so easy to stay up when he was around.
Without him, the environment is just too quiet and it gets so tough to sit around and work when the whole household is sleeping too!
I hope that I can be back in the groove next month. I have slacked this month because I just don't have the mood to work but then life still goes on and the living keeps living. We still need the dough to survive and I wouldn't get that dough if I do not work. SIGH!
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