Pushing Myself Too Hard | ** An Anonymous Journal **

Monday, October 01, 2007

Pushing Myself Too Hard

As you can see, I have been pushing myself too hard. I probably should stop thinking that I can right everything because I can't. I should learn to leave some things as they are and not take everything upon myself to do. It never helps me but only bog me down with more responsibilities and worries

If other people do not care, why should I, right? I don't know, sometimes I feel like people are too dependant on me but if I were to go away they probably still can function fine even if I am not around.

I really feel like I should get life insurance. I have dependants and at least they will get some money should something terrible happen to me but to get one would mean more expenses. I am now already expanding MYR4,000 every month on the family and I still haven't got my laptop, digital camera or car yet *sigh*

A new month rolls around and it would mean more work once again.

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