Actually, it takes very little to make me sad and also very little to make me happy. Am I overly emotional? Only when it comes to my monkeys and the people I care about. So this guy has hurt me badly. It looks like I will be losing a friend, AGAIN! If that is the way he is going to treat this whole issue based on my replies, I SWEAR I am not going to be the one to contact him first. I am not going to turn my instant messenger on or buzz him so that he would have to CALL ME. Dear God, please give me this strength. I don't want to be hurt over and over again. It is not as if it never happened before! Can't I learn??? SHIT!
Anyway, I am sad, but I have been so busy the whole day that I did not have time to mull over it. I hope that I will be kept busy for at least a month so that I can at least feel less hurt by his attitude.
When I am like this, the people who are near me, who really care about me will feel like sand bags. I know it's unfair to them but my feelings are screwed up and it simply is too painful right now.
I need to work, work, work away my blues!
Anyway, I am sad, but I have been so busy the whole day that I did not have time to mull over it. I hope that I will be kept busy for at least a month so that I can at least feel less hurt by his attitude.
When I am like this, the people who are near me, who really care about me will feel like sand bags. I know it's unfair to them but my feelings are screwed up and it simply is too painful right now.
I need to work, work, work away my blues!
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