I remember the time when I was in school and I was this happy-go-lucky person who was well known for my loud laughter. I would laugh even at the slightest things and sometimes I would smile to myself and people would ask me what was so amusing and to share with them.
Don't get my wrong. I have a bad family background too and every day was a struggle for us yet I didn't get bogged down by all those troubles mainly, I think, because I didn't feel the heat of it. And even though I laughed a lot, I was not the fat girl that you probably had in your class as well. You know, those jolly rolly polly girls.
This past five months, and even way before that, have been most trying for me, so much so that I have forgotten how to laugh. I yearn to feel the light-heartedness again but it's so tough; my mind is so tired, I am physically totally exhausted, so much so that I don't even feel like talking.
As usual, my question would be, “When will this end??” It’s a week to FIVE long months. I know it will end sooner or later but I just need to move on.
Don't get my wrong. I have a bad family background too and every day was a struggle for us yet I didn't get bogged down by all those troubles mainly, I think, because I didn't feel the heat of it. And even though I laughed a lot, I was not the fat girl that you probably had in your class as well. You know, those jolly rolly polly girls.
This past five months, and even way before that, have been most trying for me, so much so that I have forgotten how to laugh. I yearn to feel the light-heartedness again but it's so tough; my mind is so tired, I am physically totally exhausted, so much so that I don't even feel like talking.
As usual, my question would be, “When will this end??” It’s a week to FIVE long months. I know it will end sooner or later but I just need to move on.
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