As you know, I have been taking care of Snoopy for the past 3.5 months. Close friends know how tough it is for me, but others couldn't care less. There are some people who would invite me to this or that social function or ask me out for yum cha and what not and I have to turn them down.
They think it's pretty stupid of me to waste time like this on an ailing dog. I sometimes could not understand myself and why I do think but I just know that I cannot kill him and I have to grit my teeth and bear it no matter how tough the situation is.
Everyone has been telling me to put him to sleep. I have to admit that the thought has crossed my mind before because it is just so tough most of the time but there's one friend, only one, who told me that I have to take care of him because Snoopy has been with us for 14.5 years already. And that's what we, I, have to do for Snoopy in his final days.
They think it's pretty stupid of me to waste time like this on an ailing dog. I sometimes could not understand myself and why I do think but I just know that I cannot kill him and I have to grit my teeth and bear it no matter how tough the situation is.
Everyone has been telling me to put him to sleep. I have to admit that the thought has crossed my mind before because it is just so tough most of the time but there's one friend, only one, who told me that I have to take care of him because Snoopy has been with us for 14.5 years already. And that's what we, I, have to do for Snoopy in his final days.
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