I had a really weird dream this morning, between 2.30am - 3.30am, when I fell asleep amidst the din that Snoopy was making.
In the dream, I was hugging Snoopy really closely and I was lying down in the bed and crying. I was thinking that Snoopy was rather heavy and even in my dream, I felt that something heavy was pressing down against me. Somehow, I was waiting for "the end".
And then Snoopy started to breathe really heavily and I quickly woke up my family so that they could say goodbye to him.
Then Snoopy took his last breath but none of us cried. My sister, strange that she was around, said to me, something like, "You're happy aren't you, now that Snoopy is dead?!"
I was like, "OMG how could you accuse me of something like that? I don't WANT Snoopy dead but I did pray that he is released from his sufferings and if death is the only way, then so be it."
In reality, Snoopy cries for such long hours throughout the day and night, banging himself against the ground, I really cannot tell if it's because of pain or out of frustration or both. But obviously, being invalid, he must be suffering some degree of pain.
Actually, this is the second time that I dreamt that Snoopy died since he fell so ill on 19th May, 2009. But at the same time, I also dreamt that Snoopy was able to walk once. I hope Snoopy walks again.
In the dream, I was hugging Snoopy really closely and I was lying down in the bed and crying. I was thinking that Snoopy was rather heavy and even in my dream, I felt that something heavy was pressing down against me. Somehow, I was waiting for "the end".
And then Snoopy started to breathe really heavily and I quickly woke up my family so that they could say goodbye to him.
Then Snoopy took his last breath but none of us cried. My sister, strange that she was around, said to me, something like, "You're happy aren't you, now that Snoopy is dead?!"
I was like, "OMG how could you accuse me of something like that? I don't WANT Snoopy dead but I did pray that he is released from his sufferings and if death is the only way, then so be it."
In reality, Snoopy cries for such long hours throughout the day and night, banging himself against the ground, I really cannot tell if it's because of pain or out of frustration or both. But obviously, being invalid, he must be suffering some degree of pain.
Actually, this is the second time that I dreamt that Snoopy died since he fell so ill on 19th May, 2009. But at the same time, I also dreamt that Snoopy was able to walk once. I hope Snoopy walks again.
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