This month, I will have to dig my piggy bank which I loathe to do. At this point, I am already down by RM1500. The biggest contributing factors are Snoopy's food and supplements at RM422, Snoopy's medical bill at RM77 and Dino's final medical bill which was RM182. These three came up to RM681 already.
Since Dino left me, I have not been taking work seriously. In fact, since last month, some shit happened at work that made me lost enthusiasm and opportunities. Then Dino left, which was the final blow. I was depressed and when I am depress, I sleep a lot. In my mind, I would be able to sleep away the depression but in reality, it does not change anything. That's why four alarm clocks were not able to wake me up.
Anyway, sleeping away is better than eating away. Some people I know eat when they are depressed or stressed out. That's bad. At least sleep is free.
So yeah, I'm down by RM1500 which I hope to close the gap a little by the end of the month. There's still nine and a half days more to go. Hopefully I can go below RM1000. A three figure deficit will make me feel better than a four figure one!
At the end of the month, I will have to decide if I should reduce the household expenses and allowance for my mother. RM2500 is not easy to shoulder alone!
Since Dino left me, I have not been taking work seriously. In fact, since last month, some shit happened at work that made me lost enthusiasm and opportunities. Then Dino left, which was the final blow. I was depressed and when I am depress, I sleep a lot. In my mind, I would be able to sleep away the depression but in reality, it does not change anything. That's why four alarm clocks were not able to wake me up.
Anyway, sleeping away is better than eating away. Some people I know eat when they are depressed or stressed out. That's bad. At least sleep is free.
So yeah, I'm down by RM1500 which I hope to close the gap a little by the end of the month. There's still nine and a half days more to go. Hopefully I can go below RM1000. A three figure deficit will make me feel better than a four figure one!
At the end of the month, I will have to decide if I should reduce the household expenses and allowance for my mother. RM2500 is not easy to shoulder alone!
2 comments:
good luck on closing your income gap!
It's so hard when loved pets are lost, :(
Hi Tiny Tapir,
Thanks for the encouragement.
It's relly hard to get motivated again... especially when something happens that makes us realise that there's more to life than work... but then bills are calling! Urgh!
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