My poor Dino left me a week already and the silence at home is so obvious now that he is not around. I used to continually hear his breathing in the background as I work at the computer since he would be sleeping just a foot away. He would sometimes snore as well.
And even though he and Snoopy use the same shampoo, he would have his own distinct smell. I miss all of these, let alone his awfully cute antics that sometimes drove me up the wall but I love him all the same.
Living beings are all the same. It's "now you see, now you don't". No matter how much I have done for him in the past 13.5 years, I still felt that I have not done enough. And even when there was not one night that we were separated or only once did I not feed him because I was at the vet when Snoopy was seriously ill, I still felt like I have failed him somehow.
I told my friend, if Dino was a child, he would already be in Form One or Two... can you imagine losing a son at that age? I know I can't compare like that but it sure feels that way.
And even though he and Snoopy use the same shampoo, he would have his own distinct smell. I miss all of these, let alone his awfully cute antics that sometimes drove me up the wall but I love him all the same.
Living beings are all the same. It's "now you see, now you don't". No matter how much I have done for him in the past 13.5 years, I still felt that I have not done enough. And even when there was not one night that we were separated or only once did I not feed him because I was at the vet when Snoopy was seriously ill, I still felt like I have failed him somehow.
I told my friend, if Dino was a child, he would already be in Form One or Two... can you imagine losing a son at that age? I know I can't compare like that but it sure feels that way.
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