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Monday, May 19, 2008

Behind Schedule

I am so behind schedule in my work that if I look at my task list, I really feel dizzy. Sometimes I wonder how I keep up. Even though I only get about 4 - 5 hours of sleep every day and not necessarily in the night, I still cannot finish doing my work as fast as I hope.

Compared to my friends, I feel like a loser. I mean, I have friends who accomplish so many things within the same time period of 24 hours, and they have kids to take care of, husband, job, business, household and in laws.

Me.. I only take care of the monkeys, housework and the bills. I don't even have time to take care of myself and I am feeling breathless already.

Now, don't take it wrongly and think that I am complaining of too much work. I am not afraid of hard work. I am afraid of NO WORK. I am just questioning how some people can work so fast while I feel like I am working at a fast pace already and yet it is not as fast as others.

Hhmm maybe I am too much of a perfectionist and I always try to produce something of quality. Chewah!

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