Sometimes I wonder if there are any more real friends left or is it the crowd I mix with where these people are highly competitive that they want to edge you out of the race, although they are friendly towards you in your face but do something else behind your back.
It's like back in school, in the top class where everyone wants to be the number one student and being in the top class is not enough.
I know it's a dog eat dog world but then why must people do stuff or talk about stuff with the intention of making me jealous? of course I am not jealous but I don't like it that these people are trying to jibe me or something just to get a negative reaction from me. I don't know, maybe I am sensitive, maybe these people think that they are sharing a part of themselves with me but I would rather not know about their stories if they tell me half and withhold the other half.
It's like back in school, in the top class where everyone wants to be the number one student and being in the top class is not enough.
I know it's a dog eat dog world but then why must people do stuff or talk about stuff with the intention of making me jealous? of course I am not jealous but I don't like it that these people are trying to jibe me or something just to get a negative reaction from me. I don't know, maybe I am sensitive, maybe these people think that they are sharing a part of themselves with me but I would rather not know about their stories if they tell me half and withhold the other half.
2 comments:
I used to think i have many friends, little i know, i only have many acquaintances. :)
Eibla,
Excellent point! The really true friends, I think I can count on one hand :p though I try to be a good friend to others :)
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