I Am So Depressed | ** An Anonymous Journal **

Sunday, March 30, 2008

I Am So Depressed

Last night, I was working at the computer when the clock struck midnight. Normally, it's fine but at midnight, I received an online alert on my friend, Boon's birthday. How long ago has it been since Boon passed away? I think it has got to be at least 1.5 years ago. I did not even remove his birthday from my calendar.

I did, however, remove his contact numbers from my address book. I thought i never would but time passes and people move on. I didn’t even think about him anymore lately what with my hectic work schedule. And if not for this alert, I would not have even remembered that 30th March was his birthday.

Now, shall I remove his entry from my birthday list or risk getting depressed all over again a year later? If I do, I fear I will forget about him totally…..and as time goes by, it would be as if he was never in my life before.

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