Well, the friend of mine who has not talked to me from months because we wanted different things from our friendship, is still keeping radio silence. I just checked, the last time we really talked was at the end of September, 2007. That makes it 2.5 months already.
Of course, at first, I was very hurt and what hurts most is that I am not able to talk to anyone about it and had to bottle everything up inside me. I still do have my blog to pour out on but then it makes for bad memories only lah, right?
The sadder thing is that with this cold war going on, he did not even take the trouble to wish me Happy Birthday. That hurts me the most and tells me that THIS IS IT! Our friendship is already OVER!!!
While chatting with a friend of mine about rejections and friendships and my fear that I am driving friends away because they want more than I could give, he told me that if a guy wants to stop being my friend because he can't be my lover, then it is his loss and if he is so immature then he is not worth being my friend in the first place.
The problem is, I MISS HIM!!! :(
Of course, at first, I was very hurt and what hurts most is that I am not able to talk to anyone about it and had to bottle everything up inside me. I still do have my blog to pour out on but then it makes for bad memories only lah, right?
The sadder thing is that with this cold war going on, he did not even take the trouble to wish me Happy Birthday. That hurts me the most and tells me that THIS IS IT! Our friendship is already OVER!!!
While chatting with a friend of mine about rejections and friendships and my fear that I am driving friends away because they want more than I could give, he told me that if a guy wants to stop being my friend because he can't be my lover, then it is his loss and if he is so immature then he is not worth being my friend in the first place.
The problem is, I MISS HIM!!! :(
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