It's just the beginning of a new month and I am already swamped with work. I really need to go somewhere and put my life and thoughts into perspective. However, being too free would not be good. An idle mind is a devil's playground. So to be this busy has its advantages too.
How many days have I not been in contact with that bastard? It just hurts me so but I hope that I will be numbed from all feelings the longer we do not talk to each other. What is the point anyway when we are both not going the same direction?
The problem is that both of us are seeking different things and if just because of this he is staying away then what can I do? I just need to stay strong and not contact him too.
I need more work to get my mind off mulling over something that is out of my control.
How many days have I not been in contact with that bastard? It just hurts me so but I hope that I will be numbed from all feelings the longer we do not talk to each other. What is the point anyway when we are both not going the same direction?
The problem is that both of us are seeking different things and if just because of this he is staying away then what can I do? I just need to stay strong and not contact him too.
I need more work to get my mind off mulling over something that is out of my control.
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